mEaNs a loT tO Me.

When i am quiet ...millions of things are running in my mind.

When i am not arguing ... means i am thinking deeply.

When i am looking at u with eyes full of questions ... i am wondering how long you will be around.

When i am answering ' I am fine ' after a few seconds ... i am not at all fine.

When i am staring at you..i am wondering why you are lying.

When i am laying on your chest .. i am wishing for you to be mine forever.

When i am wanting to see you everyday... i want to be pampered.


When i say ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

i know that life only comes around once and i want to make sure that i spend it with the right person ....

i find a guy .. who calls i am beautiful instead of hot.
who calls me back when i hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch i sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses my forehead.
Who wants to show me off to the world when i am in my sweats.
Who holds my hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares about me and how lucky he is to have me.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!!

and lastly my dear,
When i say ' I love you ' .. i mean it!

1st february 2010 at 3.14am
on our 2months and 3 days annivesary